Jay & Bella...

A Love Story...

Jay: I had previous experience with ENM, Bella did not. Bella was always honest, stating that she was not open to the idea whatsoever. This did not stop us from falling in love so I chose a vanilla life with Bella because the "lifestyle" I wanted most was one with her. We exchanged personally written vows. This was just the beginning of our marriage and our writing partnership.

Bella: A mutual interest in reading helped bring us together. It turned out to be just one of many things that we had in common and all our common ground helped to created a strong foundation for our relationship.

Jay: I always found Bella sexy and enticing nut Bella will tell you she did not consider herself sexy. She has even explained that the thought of being "bad" in bed made her nervous, and so she tended to just avoid anything remotely adventurous. However my kinky thoughts and fantasies never faded.

From Vanilla...

Bella: We talked about sex regularly over years of our monogamous marriage. We even visited an amazing therapist for a period of time to work together on our communication about sex. Then I started to wonder, why do I have to draw lines between what is good and bad sexually? Is it really wrong to be "bad" with my own husband anyway?

Jay: After she convinced me she was sure about her decision, we visited Secrets Hideaway, a clothing optional Lifestyle resort. There we found a place where our reality and fantasies met. By the end of our first amazing visit Bella had decided she was leaving her vanilla life totally behind her.

To Vixen...

Bella: This led me to make a decision, Firstly, "This is MY life, I will decide what is good or bad for me!" Second, "We are a happy, in love couple, WE will decide what is good or bad for us!" Then I told Jay, "If it is bad to have MORE fun, MORE sexual pleasure, and MORE adventure with my happy husband by my side, I think I want to be bad with you!"

From Kinky...

Jay: During our vanilla years, my love for reading was the place my kinky mind could run free. Even though it was motivated by my love for Bella, choosing to be vanilla did cause me I repress my kinky thoughts and desires. So I read as an erotic outlet. The stories I enjoyed the most featured ordinary couples who truly loved each other, who were doing extraordinary things. I like when I can relate to the characters and can easily imagine myself in the experiences they are having! Since I found these stories hardest to find, I started to write my own.

To Coauthors...

Bella: While reading and writing erotic stories helped him process his kinky thoughts, I know Jay was quietly disappointed that he could not share them with me. Vanilla me was was not able to read them, they intimidated me. This totally changed when I embraced my naughty side. I was eager to read what he had written, I enjoyed seeing his kinky thoughts and ideas!

I offered my feedback and this led to us reviewing every line together and improving the story. This is how our book: MORE was born. We published it on Amazon with the genuine hope that it will be read, enjoyed, and even be helpful and encouraging to both those considering experimenting with their own sexual explorations. The positive reaction we received encouraged us write and publish the sequel Even More! We hope you are as excited as we are when we say the story will continue in book 3 to be published in 2025!

For more about our book visit the More: Our Book Series page.

Now Sharing Our "Secret" Place...

Jay: We bought a condo at Secrets Hideaway Resort so we could go back to our happy place whenever we can get away. We are equally excited to be able to contribute to the sexy adventures of other people because the Secrets Hideaway Resort rents the condo out when we are not there! Bella has named our unit (#207) the "COLOR ME BAD" room. In 2024 we remodeled and redecorated to bring the "CMB" theme to life. With a brand new bathroom, new furniture, and colorful lighting features added, We hope our guests will come and enjoy it as much as we do! Be sure to check out the photos!

For more about our Condo visit our CMB - Rm 207 @ Secrets page.